Tuesday, July 10, 2007

LAW SCHOOL ANXIETIES

i joined my block C blockmates in an out-of-the-country trip - to saudi arabia! i was arguing with some of them, being all territorial about saudi arabia. anyway we ended up not going to saudi arabia, but to this place i always go to (in my dreams somewhere up north, though i'm not sure where). anyway, the place we went to was a desert. on the way back, while we were on an overpass (seems like the c-5 - south superhighway overpass), i saw a bus (actually it looked like a transformer) floating in the sky, far ahead. i pointed at it, then suddenly several buses were floating in the sky. then we saw several airplanes above us, apparently about to crashland on top of us. it was a catastrophe, and i felt the catastrophe of it in my dreams. i was imagining the headlines, how up law would react, and how our parents would react. behind us the overpass was already destroyed by a plane. i knew then there were a lot of casualties, but didn't see any. i felt in my dream that our block was very unlucky, i had then a recollection that this wasn't our first time to experience a calamity. the last time we went out-of-town, there was an earthquake. i saw a giant open-ended concrete cylinder (the ones in sewers), and i decided to enter one. i thought if i push my hands upwards and my feet downwards, i wouldn't fall out even if the cylinder kept rolling or even if the cylinder was buried under the ruins. i saw one of my blockmates trying to reach out to me in one of the openings, so i stuck one of my hands out to him, but he didn't make it because the cylinder kept rolling.

Analysis:

As in the waking hours, arguments generally symbolize struggle, conflicts, and confusion. Most likely, it's your mental self-arguing with your intuitive self. Therefore, it's important to look at which side, if any, wins.

Like other vehicles, a bus may signify your mind's movement towards achieving significant goals. Being in a bus accident may mean you may have a period of frustration due before achieving them. To wait for a bus in you dream means you may have a temporary set back before attaining them. If you're riding on a bus, it'll be smooth sailing.

To see vessels in your dream, symbolizes labor and activity.

To dream that you are on vacation, indicates that you need a break to recharge your energies and revitalize yourself. You need to break out of your daily routine and do something different. Alternatively, it represents your achievements. You are giving yourself a pat on the back and feel deserving of a reward for your hard work.

To dream that your friends go on a journey, signifies delightful and welcomed change and harmony.

To dream of ever changing landscapes, indicates psychological transitions or emotional progress. It represents the various stages in your life. Alternatively, it may be offering you various viewpoints in looking at the same idea or situation. Consider the symbolism of key elements in the landscape.

To see a landslide in your dream, represents emotions that you have been holding back for a long time. You are at the risk of emotional overload. Your emotions are erupting in an unexpected or violent way. The dream may also symbolize the stresses in your life and the responsibilities that rest on your shoulders.



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after the tragedy, i went to the registrar's office (in my school in saudi) to get the results of my exam in sales (it appeared in my dream that my subject this semester was sales, not insurance), and i found out my professor, ma'am chit, didn't grade my exam because there was no name on it! i begged my professor to allow me to place my name on it. i was wondering then how i couldn't have written my name on the answer sheets, having then a recollection that as i was submitting the exam, ma'am chit returned my exam and instructed me to place my name on it. ma'am chit later on allowed me to place my name, so she gave the paper to me, and i wrote my name and signed on it. i then browsed through the other pages, and i realized there were several pages in the exam that i wasn't able to answer. all my answers were in pencil, and i was holding then a blue pen, and the blank pages had been marked by ma'am chit as "unanswered", but i decided to cheat. i tried to answer the questions randomly until i realized that she'd know anyway. i was worried about flunking the exam, and i counted 50% of 9 units = that would be 4.5 units. i have to pass my other two subjects - property and agency. i thought i'd be safe..

Analysis:

A dream that involves an academy or school is probably about learning. You may be learning about friend, family member or even something new about yourself. Traditionally, dreaming of schools can fortell some new friendships, but it may be warning you that these friends could lead you to second guess something incorrectly. Make your own decisions with these people.

Will we ever escape our obsession with being graded? Probably not. If you had a dream having anything to do with grades or being graded, it simply a sign that you are concerned about your growth or performance right now. It's about needing the approval of others - nothing new to any of us.

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