Saturday, July 14, 2007

IN WONDERLAND

ibn and i were looking for enuh in a toy factory. the toy factory was something like the wonderland of alice. inside the toy factory were machineries and floating things in the air. i did not notice all the other floaters in the air, my attention was focused on certain things in particular – the word “than,” framed in a square board, seemingly enuh’s new reinvention of of herself. i wondered then why enuh would represent herself as “than.” my attention then turned to organic stuffed toys that. one stuffed toy churned out from its mouth another stuffed toy, after which the original stuffed toy disintegrated in flames. more stuffed toys suffered a similar fate. finally, my attention turned to a toy manufactured by fisher pricetm. the toy was in the form of a blue cube with tiny teeth. i commented, “what an ugly toy.” i held the toy and then all of a sudden it bit me my index finger. it bit me so hard i had to scream. i screamed so hard i woke up inside my dream. i wasn’t still really awake, but in my dream i was, and i woke up ibn. i told him that i had been bitten. i asked him if he saw the bitemarks on my finger, and he said he did. it appeared to me when i woke up that my upper right lip might have been bitten too. finally, i woke up, for real. i looked at my finger, and i touched my mouth. they really felt like they have been bitten, they really hurt.

Analysis:

To see toys in your dream, symbolizes childhood, domestic joy and harmony. You may be searching for the comfort and security of home. It also represents playful attitudes and your childish ways.

To dream that a doll comes to life, signifies your desires to be someone else and escape from your present problems and responsibilities. Dolls may serve as a means to act out your wishes. To see a doll in your dream, symbolizes childhood innocence and light-hearted fun.

Blue has a positive meaning of nobility or tranquillity and a negative meaning of depression. Examine the other symbols in your dream to see where the color fits in.

To see a cube in your dream, symbolizes "being square" or being too conservative.

Dreams of teeth, in general, are often about your fears of being embarrassed, or having an action or behavior that you're not proud of revealed to other people. If your teeth are rotten, crooked, and/or falling out this could mean that a lie, however small, may be hurting someone and you will soon be found out. Or, if you are keeping a secret, you may subconsciously be scared of having it revealed. It becomes much easier to interpret this kind of dream if you think of teeth as representing words. When you are not the one with the bad teeth, you may suspect someone lying to you.

Biting or being bitten in your dream may symbolize repressed anger, aggression or fear. You may be feeling badgered by a problem, addiction or person, or there may be someone in your life who doesn't deserve your trust. It may be time to confront the problem straight on. Perhaps you've been procrastinating on a task or ending a bad relationship.

To see bites in your dream, forewarns of danger from someone who has wished you harm, either physical or monetary. Be careful of people who surround you. To dream that you are being bitten, represents your vulnerability regarding your unresolved issues emotions. You may be pestered by a problem or obstacle.

Try to connect what bit you with the part of your instinctual nature or a human quality that it symbolizes.
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

LAW SCHOOL ANXIETIES

i joined my block C blockmates in an out-of-the-country trip - to saudi arabia! i was arguing with some of them, being all territorial about saudi arabia. anyway we ended up not going to saudi arabia, but to this place i always go to (in my dreams somewhere up north, though i'm not sure where). anyway, the place we went to was a desert. on the way back, while we were on an overpass (seems like the c-5 - south superhighway overpass), i saw a bus (actually it looked like a transformer) floating in the sky, far ahead. i pointed at it, then suddenly several buses were floating in the sky. then we saw several airplanes above us, apparently about to crashland on top of us. it was a catastrophe, and i felt the catastrophe of it in my dreams. i was imagining the headlines, how up law would react, and how our parents would react. behind us the overpass was already destroyed by a plane. i knew then there were a lot of casualties, but didn't see any. i felt in my dream that our block was very unlucky, i had then a recollection that this wasn't our first time to experience a calamity. the last time we went out-of-town, there was an earthquake. i saw a giant open-ended concrete cylinder (the ones in sewers), and i decided to enter one. i thought if i push my hands upwards and my feet downwards, i wouldn't fall out even if the cylinder kept rolling or even if the cylinder was buried under the ruins. i saw one of my blockmates trying to reach out to me in one of the openings, so i stuck one of my hands out to him, but he didn't make it because the cylinder kept rolling.

Analysis:

As in the waking hours, arguments generally symbolize struggle, conflicts, and confusion. Most likely, it's your mental self-arguing with your intuitive self. Therefore, it's important to look at which side, if any, wins.

Like other vehicles, a bus may signify your mind's movement towards achieving significant goals. Being in a bus accident may mean you may have a period of frustration due before achieving them. To wait for a bus in you dream means you may have a temporary set back before attaining them. If you're riding on a bus, it'll be smooth sailing.

To see vessels in your dream, symbolizes labor and activity.

To dream that you are on vacation, indicates that you need a break to recharge your energies and revitalize yourself. You need to break out of your daily routine and do something different. Alternatively, it represents your achievements. You are giving yourself a pat on the back and feel deserving of a reward for your hard work.

To dream that your friends go on a journey, signifies delightful and welcomed change and harmony.

To dream of ever changing landscapes, indicates psychological transitions or emotional progress. It represents the various stages in your life. Alternatively, it may be offering you various viewpoints in looking at the same idea or situation. Consider the symbolism of key elements in the landscape.

To see a landslide in your dream, represents emotions that you have been holding back for a long time. You are at the risk of emotional overload. Your emotions are erupting in an unexpected or violent way. The dream may also symbolize the stresses in your life and the responsibilities that rest on your shoulders.



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after the tragedy, i went to the registrar's office (in my school in saudi) to get the results of my exam in sales (it appeared in my dream that my subject this semester was sales, not insurance), and i found out my professor, ma'am chit, didn't grade my exam because there was no name on it! i begged my professor to allow me to place my name on it. i was wondering then how i couldn't have written my name on the answer sheets, having then a recollection that as i was submitting the exam, ma'am chit returned my exam and instructed me to place my name on it. ma'am chit later on allowed me to place my name, so she gave the paper to me, and i wrote my name and signed on it. i then browsed through the other pages, and i realized there were several pages in the exam that i wasn't able to answer. all my answers were in pencil, and i was holding then a blue pen, and the blank pages had been marked by ma'am chit as "unanswered", but i decided to cheat. i tried to answer the questions randomly until i realized that she'd know anyway. i was worried about flunking the exam, and i counted 50% of 9 units = that would be 4.5 units. i have to pass my other two subjects - property and agency. i thought i'd be safe..

Analysis:

A dream that involves an academy or school is probably about learning. You may be learning about friend, family member or even something new about yourself. Traditionally, dreaming of schools can fortell some new friendships, but it may be warning you that these friends could lead you to second guess something incorrectly. Make your own decisions with these people.

Will we ever escape our obsession with being graded? Probably not. If you had a dream having anything to do with grades or being graded, it simply a sign that you are concerned about your growth or performance right now. It's about needing the approval of others - nothing new to any of us.

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my lola was crying. she was crying that she's gonna die soon. her right eyelid got stuck together and part of it got teared off... her right eye won't close! i kissed lola, and i held her in my arms. i felt then how much i really love her. i cried to my parents telling them about my lola's eye.. i was thinking about giving her an eyepatch so her eye won't dry up. i love my lola.

Analysis:

If you dream you are talking to or see your grandmother in your dream, listen to her. Look at the other symbols in your dream to see what she is advising you about. Traditionally, dreaming about a grandparent means you are exploring your feelings of love, home and protection.

To dream that others are in tears, indicates that you need to rethink your actions and how your behavior may be affecting those around you. To see a teardrop in your dream, represents previous wisdom you have learned and remembered.

Don't worry, crying in your dreams is very common. It was probably brought on by other symbols and things that happened in your dream, and this is a good thing. Releasing emotions in your dream can have a cleansing effect on your psyche. You may feel even more clearheaded today. To make yourself feel even better, try to pinpoint what or who made you cry in the dream and look at that symbol for a clue to something that's been bothering you.

To dream that you are in tears, signifies that a healing of some sort is taking place in your life. The tears symbolize compassion, emotional healing and spiritual cleansing. Alternatively, tears may indicate pain.


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i was flipping through an album. there were pictures of my X. supposedly it's an album i used to maintain in the past. it appeared to me when i was looking at his pictures that even then he looked like a psycho. his face gaunt, his eyes distant.
yuck!

Analysis:

Looking through a picture album means you are meeting the same lessons again in a new setting. You may also be remembering the past gives insights for use in the present.

More Analysis:

To see people from your past in your dream, refers to your shadow and other unacknowledged aspects of yourself. It can represent a waking situation that is bringing out similar feelings as your past relationships.

Labels: revulsion, sad

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

MARY POPPINS

i only recall a head propped on my back - somewhere above my shoulder blades - and me deciding to demonstrate how the air modules in my back can pop like bubbles if enough pressure is applied on it. so while a chin was pressed on my shoulder, i slid my body to the left, and pop goes the weasel. i heard the pops! and the head was very suprised. hahaha! i guess that's what you get when you badly need a back rub. :)

Analysis:

If you meet an unknown person in your dream and he or she is attractive, this foretells a time of good luck for you. If the person is ugly, then your luck may turn bad. If you are the unknown person and no one recognizes you in your dream then this is an omen of a few tough days ahead. Keep your chin up.

More Analysis:

To dream that you are getting a massage, suggests that you are lacking sensual or sexual stimulation in your waking life. You may also need to take better care of your body. It also represents nurturance and comfort. Alternatively, it suggests that you need to let go and stop being so defensive.

To see people you don't know in your dream, denotes hidden aspects of yourself that you need to confront.

To see your neck in your dream, signifies the relationship between the mind/mental and the body/physical. It represents willpower, self-restriction and your need to control your feelings and keep them in check. Consider the familiar phrase, "don't stick your neck out" which serves as a warning against a situation.

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Friday, July 06, 2007

SPIDERWOMAN

i was in our house in paranaque and i'm running away from someone (i can't remember who). i ran up the stairs to our second floor and climbed down the iron grills. then i ran to our neighbor's house and hid in a sandbox. i realized i was running away from ibn. he was looking for me and he was with a bunch of goons. it seems like he was going to bring me in (like i committed a crime!!). i buried myself in the sandbox but it seemed like he could still see me. so i decided to hide in the drainage connected to the sandbox. i crawled my way into the drainage, but my butt was sticking out. i had beehive-like stretchmarks on my butt. the lines forming the edges of the beehive-like hexagons were embossed, and they were bright red. it looked a bit like spiderman's outfit, except this was really gross. apart from the hexagons on my butt, the texture of my butt was like cooked egg whites. i tried to peel them off and they hurt. they were stuck to my skin and they were disgusting.

Analysis:

Home sweet home. Well, according to Carl Jung, a house usually represents how you see yourself, or how you think others see you. You can divide the house into different parts of your consciousness, i.e. going into the attic means going into your 'rational' head, going into the cellar is a trip into your unconscious. The condition of the house in your dream is key: If it's dilapidated and neglected, or negative in general for you to be there, then you may be feeling frustrated with yourself or your image of yourself these days. If its pleasant and warm, then you are probably pretty satisfied... If the house is your childhood home, than this dream may be telling you a lot about feelings you had as a child. Pay attention.

A running dream is basically a dream of escaping a certain situation, person, or thing. If you succeed in running away from, or elude a pursuer, then you will be able to change those things in your life that has you 'on the run'. If you dream of the desire to run but cannot get your feet to obey it shows a lack of self-confidence and perseverance on your part. Try sticking to your guns and see how much your life will change.

More Analysis:

To dream of being or moving up, suggests that you are emerging from some depressing or negative situation. You may be feeling high or euphoric. The dream may also compensate for your waking feelings of sadness. Alternatively, it signifies that your ego is inflated.

To see or play in a sandbox in your dream, suggests that you are taking a situation too seriously. You need to lighten up and enjoy the experience.

To see sand in your dream, signifies a shift in perspective or a change in your attitude. Consider also the familiar phrase, "the sands of time" in which it may be suggesting that you are wasting your time or letting time pass you by.

To dream of going or living underground, indicates that you are pushing thoughts and issues into your subconscious mind. Or you may need to confront and explore your unconscious.

To dream that you are naked, denotes the fear of being found out and exposed about your activities and misjudgment.

To dream that you suddenly discover your nudity and are trying to cover up, signifies your vulnerability to a situation.

To dream that you or something is dirty, represents your anxieties and feelings toward sex. The dream stems from low self-esteem and feelings of being unworthy. You need to purify your mind, heart and body.

To see something obscene in your dream, refers to aspects of yourself that you have rejected or refuse to acknowledge.

To dream you or others are ugly, signifies aspects of yourself that disgust and repulses you. These may be feelings you have rejected or repressed.

To see a scar in your dream, symbolizes struggles and/or painful memories and bad feelings which may have never entirely healed and still continue to linger in your mind. It suggests that your past still has some influence or effect on your life. Alternatively, a scar may represent deep-seeded insecurities which may be holding you back from accomplishing your goals.

To see a net in your dream, signifies that you find yourself caught in a complicated life situation.

To dream that you are scared, indicates that you are experiencing self-doubt and feelings of incompetence. You may be feeling a lack of control. Anger often masquerades as fear, so also consider issues about which you are angry about in your waking life.

To dream that you are in a panic, indicates a lack of control and power in your life. You may be feeling helpless in some situation or unable to make a clear decision.

To dream that you are in pain, signifies that you are being too hard on yourself with regards to a situation that was out of your control. It may also be a true reflection of real pain that exists somewhere in your body. Dreams can reveal and warn about health problems.

To dream that you are or feel helpless, suggests that you are experiencing difficulties in confronting a situation or relationship. You feel that you are unable to take charge of yourself.

To dream that you are hemorrhaging, suggests loss of vitality, loss of faith in yourself, and lack of self-confidence. Also consider where you are hemorrhaging from and analyze the symbolism of that body part.

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